“You are never too old to set other goal or to dream a new dream”

I had a story before I became a officially student in that university. There are a lot of challenges before I became a member of that university. When I was in 4^th year’ the time where you started to decide what school you wanted too for your college life. My mind is empty in comes of college school. One of my friend tell something the University of Southeastern Philippines. Me as a listener I’m very much convience. In that time I’m so interested to know more about USeP. Since I’m so interested I found out that one of my friend is started studying in the university. But sad to say I don’t have any contact number to her. One day I change my profile pic. And she like it, I chat her (thanks to facebook ahahaha) and I ask her about the university, she says a lot of positive comments about the university.

After knowing about the university, I shared it to my mother but sad to say my mother don’t want me to far away from them, she wanted me to become a teacher but actually I don’t want it. The school she choose for me is Southeastern College of padada, where I graduated in high school. You know I had a lot of tears waste just to broke my mother’s decision but it is so hard. Instead I’m going to give, I always say to myself that I can do it and I will not.

The things that I can’t forget when my aunt approach me because she got mercy on me because I cry every night, so she ask me about the school, and after we set a date when we’re going to the university. And I’m very happy (I’m so thankful to have an aunt like them). On the day that we don’t had class we go to the university to have an schedule for the entrance exam. You know it’s hurt me lot because my mom don’t even support me but I’m still willing to pursue my dreams.

On the day of our exam I felt so nervous I don’t know what to do. When the exam started I pray and I pray. I trust myself and I know I can do it. After the exam I’m feeling better, I know I can pass the exam. When the day comes for getting the result, I feel so nervous. And when I saw the result I’m so very happy because I passed the exam, and I can get the degree course :D.

When I go back home I’m very happy to tell to my mom that I past the exam, Hoping that she will support me whatever course I wanted to have. But sad to say when I tell her, I don’t see any expressions that tell her that she’s happy. Even if it hurts me inside and makes me discourage I still pursue what I wanted, with the help of my aunts. All the things that make me hurt, I make it as an inspirationJ.

The prize of being patient and positive thinking, here I am now a 2^nd year student at the university. Wew! thank you lord for giving me strength in times that I about to give up. I would like to give thanks to my aunts and parent, who are always there willing to support me.

“IF THRE’S A WILL THERE’S A WAY”

                               

Happiness

                                            

                                 

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections”

During this day the bio2 A are happily playing “tigso” to relieve the stressed. It happened that our P.E teacher is not around, so we decided to play as much as we could. During that time all the stressed that we feel is healed, our tired body becomes alive. We’re just enjoying like a children playing in the street. During that time I told to my self that my childhood days is totally completed J. The happiness is in our life it’s up to us when we used it. It’s depends upon ourselves. Happiness isn’t something you experience, it’s something you remember.

Family

                                                       


                                                    “Time spent with family is worth every second”

Life is not perfect, there’s always a “but” in it. Even our family is not perfect too. Even how rich or poor you are there’s a thing that you don’t have, but others had even how simple that thing is. I’m I right? God created us equally.

I would like to share something, this story is about my family or shall I say about my parents. We’re not too rich and not too poor also, we’re in the middle class, can eat three times a day and buy sometimes what our wants.

During my high school life I’m a honor student because of my hard work and focused in my study. Out of that God gift to me, I don’t feel any proudness came from my mother. I can say this because of my experience during my 3^rd year life. During our recognition day, I’m feel loneliness and sadness during that time it’s because my mother, scolded me in a very crowded places that many people can hear. The thing that she got angry it’s because I’m just a 5^th honor student during that time, because I got a lower grades compared to the past two years when I was a 1^st year and 2^nd year high school student. That’s the embarrassing moment in my life. During that time I feel so sad and I don’t know what to do. And the things that make me feel unloved is that when my mother left me in school after the ceremony and it’s already 9 o’clock in the evening I think. All I want in that evening is to cry to cry and to cry because I never expected that my mother can do that to me. As I walk in the high way my aunt saw me and she let me ride in her motor, and she ask where is my mother and why I’m crying. I explain to her what’s happening and she got angry to my mom. She says if she had a daughter like me she must be proud of me, because I do all my best. And she can accept whatever the result of my hard work. She gives me some advices that heal me, and stop me crying.

Another thing that I feel unloved is during our parents day in my 2^nd year high school. I get jealous to my classmates because their parents are day to celebrate with them. And my mother nor my father are not there, there reasons why they can’t attend because they’re busy -.-. You know what hurts me most is that when I found out that I’m the only one in our classroom that my parents are not around. You know I cry again that time. But I just put in my mind that God has great purpose why he do this to me. And I know everything happens for a reason.

You know that attention and support is the thing that I want coming from my parents but they can’t give. Even if you can buy whatever you wanted to have, but there’s a big difference the love and support of your parents. I’d rather to choice the love, care and support from my parents esp. from my mother than to have a life that you can buy whatever you wanted to have. Before I end this I would like to leave you a quote: “No family is perfect, we argue, we fight. We even stop talking with each other, but in the family is family, and the love is always be there”.

Friendship

                                                  

What is friend?

A friend is someone you think your life would be different if they didn’t exist, a friend is someone who Never leaves you out, tou are always included when you are with them, a friend is there for you no matter what.

That this describe for your friend?

For me yes this is describe my bestfriend before, but now she change. I don’t know why, maybe it is because of her boyfriend or not. Friends are one of the blessings comes in your life you are very lucky to have a good friends that is that bad influence. A friend that always there just to make you strong when your down. A friend that give some advices, gives some jokes just to make you smile.

I miss the way she is before, and know me and my bestfriend malabo na for some reasons that makes me hurt a lot. I thought we were never getting back togher the way we are before it is sad but through ;(. Yes i really love my bestfriend but my patient to her is over. I always understand her, but I don’t know why she do this to me. Nagawa niyang ipag palit yung friendship namin sa boyfriend niya na when we were high school palang niya nakilala, samantalang ako simula kinder hanggang ngayon kilalang kilala ko na siya. I have nothing to do with it if she choose her boyfriend.

But for you reader what can you say? Can you please give me some advices, if i need to give up to our friendship or not? Thank you J

Love

                         

                           

                           Are you in the stage of being in love with someone? if yes ? Then what can you say ? Is it feeling awesome? Great? Happy? Sad? or what? AHAHA

Hey readers this is chowchow :), Good Morning if it is morning, Good afernoon if it is afternoon, or Good Evening if its Evening. Chowchow is not my true name anyway :), i don't know if i am a female or  a male ahaha. I'm already 17 years of age in a stage of being adolescent, I'm a second year student. Never mind about my course and school :P. This is my first time to wrote in this page, this page is not so familiar in me :) and i'm so sorry for that. Napilitan lang because our teacher told us to make a blog :( for the sake of my grade i need to make it. Peace sir :D don't be mad to the word "napilitan". Anyway that is just an introduction :). Sorry if i'm so witty because i'm not willing to share to you what i wanted to share ahaha joke. Okay i need to start now. I don't know if it is a  sad one or a happy one. But for me it's a mixed emotion :). This story is all about love. Common to the teenagers like me, right? Before i start i'll leave you a quote.

When i was in high school i don't even try to get in love with someone. I'm so bitter when comes in love before. My friends always says: oy kailan kapa mag boboyfriend? I just always says: daaaah! love hurts then sabay tawa. They replyed: bitter! sige ka hindi ka talaga mag kakaasawa niyan(tawa) Me: if Gods will, wala na akung magawa, anyways there's a time for that but not now :) (sabay tawa naming lahat) .. If you ask why i'm so bitter in comes of love because i'm too obedient to my parents, they always says: na, wag munang mag boboyfriend ha aral muna, that's why siguro bitter ako before. Even if mostly of my friends have there boyfriend already, i don't even get jelous to them 'cause i'm happy of being single. And beside i never find someone who can make me fall. I have a lot of crushes ahaha, but being in love to them that's the thing i don't have before. I thought it's not a thing but it's a feeling :D. The things i'm always wondering why before is that if i found out that we have a mutual feeling with a guy na crush ko, i get mad on him i don't know why. That's the biggest question in my mind before when i was in high school. For you readers what can you say about this kind of situation? Anyway, I think this is the one reason why I don't have boyfriend before until I graduated in high school :).

And here  readers where the stagnant of my life started, (AHAHA lol i just hear this line from the radio m.o.r) when i'm in college.The stage where I found my self that I fall inlove ;(. (iyak naman dyan) :D.

In our school  we are force to have an english bridge program (ebp) before we are officially a student in the campus. In this program you will meet new friends,new faces, attitudes and etc.And we are trying to have bonding together.

One day na close ko yung classmate ko na guy, his name chocho :D (but that's not his true name) our friendship started when i seat beside the door and there's a girl one of his friends go outside tapos sinara niya yung door ng malakas so nagulat ako. I never expect na there's a guy come sabay sabing tanong chowchow okay ka lang? napatingin ako sa kanya tapos sabay sabing, ah ako? okay lang naman. Sabay ngiti. Sabi niya: talaga okay kalang? Pagpasinsyahan mo na yun ha she's too lazy tapos tawa siya tumawa din ako.

After the incident (char!) hi's always say hi ! sakin and I just reply him a smile. When the EBP has been done, I had no communication to him or shall I say I forgot him already because I found new friends. And besides bihira lang kami mag kita dahil UEP siya tapos ako day. After 3 months or 2 ah basta :D. We meet again, tapos nang hingi siya ng phone number binigyan ko naman phone number lang ang hiningi e hindi ako ahahaha, kaya walang kaso :D. After i give my phone number nag text siya agad. He say hi musta? and then bla bla bla tapos :D. After that day wala na naman kaming communication with each other. Months past, bigla siyang nag text. Simula noon naging mas close pa kami. Until the day comes he courted me but i don't have feeling to him because binabaliwala a month has been past, nakita ko siyang may kasamang girl, i found out parang nasaktan ako or ewan i can't understand.Huhuhu :P. After days had been past he texted me and then I says: oy may girl friend kana pala. and he said: ah yun di ko man yun love talaga napilitan lang ako bla bla bla. As a girl syempre magalit ka, you are also a girl you also get hurt pag ang kapwa mo babae, ginaganun lang. So ang ginawa ko i give him advices na ganyan ganon and bla bbla.Dapat pag manligaw ka dapat you are sure what you feel  Tapos na intindihan naman niya. Simula noon parati na siyang tumatawag sa akin, nag tetext, naging close na din sila nang mga friends ko, ewan ko ba sa kanya kung bakit gusto na niyang makipag friend sa mga friends ko. I just let him be. Mga friends ko naman  panay ang (sungog) :3. I can't understand what feel kinilig ako na parang ewan. At first, friend lang talaga turing ko sa kanya. Pero habang tumatagal para bang ewan -.-. Iba na yung nararamdaman ko sakanya :( iba talaga siya sa nakilala ko. Sweet, caring, may itsura naman pero ewan ko ba. Palagi kung sinasabi sa sarili ko na hindi talaga, pero habang pinipigilan kung mahalin siya, para bang nasasaktan ako na ewan.

Months had been past I fall in love with him. Specially during our P.E night last march, may contest man kami noon, I never expect talaga na mag punta siya para tumingin lang sa aming dance contest na shock nalang ako nang tumawag siya tapos sabay sabing nasa dome daw siya kasi tapos na klase nila. He wanted to see our dance number. Ako naman kinikilig agad, I don't know why. I don't feel this kind of feeling anymore. Okay let's move on sa kilig factor na yan. AHAHA

This is the moment I hurt the most nung nalaman kung may girl friend na siya. Ang akala ko pa naman handa siyang mag hintay sa tamang oras pero hindi e :(, nag mahal siya ng iba so wala na akung magawa. Pinapa inlove niya lang ako, tapos ewan lang ng basta basta. Haysss hirap talaga pag in love promise -.-. Simula nung may gf na siya, hindi na siya tumatawag,minsan nalang nag tetext ako namang tanga nag rereply naman kahit nonesense -.-. I miss his calls every night and text everyday, but I have nothing to do is to admit the fact that his not the guy for me.

You know readers this is the first time i fall in love, masakit din naman pala AHAHA. The feelings that I don't had before :). But it is okay, this is life we love and we get also, right readers? :D This is the end of my acheche love story ahaha :D, before i say goodbye I had a quotation for readers and here it is: "Every person that comes inour life is a blessings some maybe left us and it might hurt us sometimes but the good part of leaving is that we could gain lessons out of that person". Bye Bye God Bless :) I hope you like this story.