Love

                         

                           

                           Are you in the stage of being in love with someone? if yes ? Then what can you say ? Is it feeling awesome? Great? Happy? Sad? or what? AHAHA

Hey readers this is chowchow :), Good Morning if it is morning, Good afernoon if it is afternoon, or Good Evening if its Evening. Chowchow is not my true name anyway :), i don't know if i am a female or  a male ahaha. I'm already 17 years of age in a stage of being adolescent, I'm a second year student. Never mind about my course and school :P. This is my first time to wrote in this page, this page is not so familiar in me :) and i'm so sorry for that. Napilitan lang because our teacher told us to make a blog :( for the sake of my grade i need to make it. Peace sir :D don't be mad to the word "napilitan". Anyway that is just an introduction :). Sorry if i'm so witty because i'm not willing to share to you what i wanted to share ahaha joke. Okay i need to start now. I don't know if it is a  sad one or a happy one. But for me it's a mixed emotion :). This story is all about love. Common to the teenagers like me, right? Before i start i'll leave you a quote.

When i was in high school i don't even try to get in love with someone. I'm so bitter when comes in love before. My friends always says: oy kailan kapa mag boboyfriend? I just always says: daaaah! love hurts then sabay tawa. They replyed: bitter! sige ka hindi ka talaga mag kakaasawa niyan(tawa) Me: if Gods will, wala na akung magawa, anyways there's a time for that but not now :) (sabay tawa naming lahat) .. If you ask why i'm so bitter in comes of love because i'm too obedient to my parents, they always says: na, wag munang mag boboyfriend ha aral muna, that's why siguro bitter ako before. Even if mostly of my friends have there boyfriend already, i don't even get jelous to them 'cause i'm happy of being single. And beside i never find someone who can make me fall. I have a lot of crushes ahaha, but being in love to them that's the thing i don't have before. I thought it's not a thing but it's a feeling :D. The things i'm always wondering why before is that if i found out that we have a mutual feeling with a guy na crush ko, i get mad on him i don't know why. That's the biggest question in my mind before when i was in high school. For you readers what can you say about this kind of situation? Anyway, I think this is the one reason why I don't have boyfriend before until I graduated in high school :).

And here  readers where the stagnant of my life started, (AHAHA lol i just hear this line from the radio m.o.r) when i'm in college.The stage where I found my self that I fall inlove ;(. (iyak naman dyan) :D.

In our school  we are force to have an english bridge program (ebp) before we are officially a student in the campus. In this program you will meet new friends,new faces, attitudes and etc.And we are trying to have bonding together.

One day na close ko yung classmate ko na guy, his name chocho :D (but that's not his true name) our friendship started when i seat beside the door and there's a girl one of his friends go outside tapos sinara niya yung door ng malakas so nagulat ako. I never expect na there's a guy come sabay sabing tanong chowchow okay ka lang? napatingin ako sa kanya tapos sabay sabing, ah ako? okay lang naman. Sabay ngiti. Sabi niya: talaga okay kalang? Pagpasinsyahan mo na yun ha she's too lazy tapos tawa siya tumawa din ako.

After the incident (char!) hi's always say hi ! sakin and I just reply him a smile. When the EBP has been done, I had no communication to him or shall I say I forgot him already because I found new friends. And besides bihira lang kami mag kita dahil UEP siya tapos ako day. After 3 months or 2 ah basta :D. We meet again, tapos nang hingi siya ng phone number binigyan ko naman phone number lang ang hiningi e hindi ako ahahaha, kaya walang kaso :D. After i give my phone number nag text siya agad. He say hi musta? and then bla bla bla tapos :D. After that day wala na naman kaming communication with each other. Months past, bigla siyang nag text. Simula noon naging mas close pa kami. Until the day comes he courted me but i don't have feeling to him because binabaliwala a month has been past, nakita ko siyang may kasamang girl, i found out parang nasaktan ako or ewan i can't understand.Huhuhu :P. After days had been past he texted me and then I says: oy may girl friend kana pala. and he said: ah yun di ko man yun love talaga napilitan lang ako bla bla bla. As a girl syempre magalit ka, you are also a girl you also get hurt pag ang kapwa mo babae, ginaganun lang. So ang ginawa ko i give him advices na ganyan ganon and bla bbla.Dapat pag manligaw ka dapat you are sure what you feel  Tapos na intindihan naman niya. Simula noon parati na siyang tumatawag sa akin, nag tetext, naging close na din sila nang mga friends ko, ewan ko ba sa kanya kung bakit gusto na niyang makipag friend sa mga friends ko. I just let him be. Mga friends ko naman  panay ang (sungog) :3. I can't understand what feel kinilig ako na parang ewan. At first, friend lang talaga turing ko sa kanya. Pero habang tumatagal para bang ewan -.-. Iba na yung nararamdaman ko sakanya :( iba talaga siya sa nakilala ko. Sweet, caring, may itsura naman pero ewan ko ba. Palagi kung sinasabi sa sarili ko na hindi talaga, pero habang pinipigilan kung mahalin siya, para bang nasasaktan ako na ewan.

Months had been past I fall in love with him. Specially during our P.E night last march, may contest man kami noon, I never expect talaga na mag punta siya para tumingin lang sa aming dance contest na shock nalang ako nang tumawag siya tapos sabay sabing nasa dome daw siya kasi tapos na klase nila. He wanted to see our dance number. Ako naman kinikilig agad, I don't know why. I don't feel this kind of feeling anymore. Okay let's move on sa kilig factor na yan. AHAHA

This is the moment I hurt the most nung nalaman kung may girl friend na siya. Ang akala ko pa naman handa siyang mag hintay sa tamang oras pero hindi e :(, nag mahal siya ng iba so wala na akung magawa. Pinapa inlove niya lang ako, tapos ewan lang ng basta basta. Haysss hirap talaga pag in love promise -.-. Simula nung may gf na siya, hindi na siya tumatawag,minsan nalang nag tetext ako namang tanga nag rereply naman kahit nonesense -.-. I miss his calls every night and text everyday, but I have nothing to do is to admit the fact that his not the guy for me.

You know readers this is the first time i fall in love, masakit din naman pala AHAHA. The feelings that I don't had before :). But it is okay, this is life we love and we get also, right readers? :D This is the end of my acheche love story ahaha :D, before i say goodbye I had a quotation for readers and here it is: "Every person that comes inour life is a blessings some maybe left us and it might hurt us sometimes but the good part of leaving is that we could gain lessons out of that person". Bye Bye God Bless :) I hope you like this story.