“Time spent with family is worth every second”
Life
is not perfect, there’s always a “but” in it. Even our family is not perfect
too. Even how rich or poor you are there’s a thing that you don’t have, but
others had even how simple that thing is. I’m I right? God created us equally.
I
would like to share something, this story is about my family or shall I say
about my parents. We’re not too rich and not too poor also, we’re in the middle
class, can eat three times a day and buy sometimes what our wants.
During
my high school life I’m a honor student because of my hard work and focused in
my study. Out of that God gift to me, I don’t feel any proudness came from my
mother. I can say this because of my experience during my 3rd year
life. During our recognition day, I’m feel loneliness and sadness during that
time it’s because my mother, scolded me in a very crowded places that many
people can hear. The thing that she got angry it’s because I’m just a 5th
honor student during that time, because I got a lower grades compared to the
past two years when I was a 1st year and 2nd year high
school student. That’s the embarrassing moment in my life. During that time I
feel so sad and I don’t know what to do. And the things that make me feel
unloved is that when my mother left me in school after the ceremony and it’s
already 9 o’clock in the evening I think. All I want in that evening is to cry
to cry and to cry because I never expected that my mother can do that to me. As
I walk in the high way my aunt saw me and she let me ride in her motor, and she
ask where is my mother and why I’m crying. I explain to her what’s happening
and she got angry to my mom. She says if she had a daughter like me she must be
proud of me, because I do all my best. And she can accept whatever the result
of my hard work. She gives me some advices that heal me, and stop me crying.
Another
thing that I feel unloved is during our parents day in my 2nd year
high school. I get jealous to my classmates because their parents are day to celebrate
with them. And my mother nor my father are not there, there reasons why they
can’t attend because they’re busy -.-. You know what hurts me most is that when
I found out that I’m the only one in our classroom that my parents are not
around. You know I cry again that time. But I just put in my mind that God has
great purpose why he do this to me. And I know everything happens for a reason.
You
know that attention and support is the thing that I want coming from my parents
but they can’t give. Even if you can buy whatever you wanted to have, but
there’s a big difference the love and support of your parents. I’d rather to
choice the love, care and support from my parents esp. from my mother than to
have a life that you can buy whatever you wanted to have. Before I end this I
would like to leave you a quote: “No family is perfect, we argue, we fight. We
even stop talking with each other, but in the family is family, and the love is
always be there”.
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